Thursday, 17 April 2008
|
Hi there) My mood is much more b...  Seleny...Angel 14:31:41 |
 |
Hi there) My mood is much more better today! And I don't know why Maybe, 'cause I realized, that it is almost the end of the 9th schoolyear, maybe, 'cause my friend has her Birthday on the next week(but now she is very ill Mary! Get well soon! ). I don't know!!! I have to prepeare for my exams , but I can't force myself to go and to do this. Hm, maybe I was right, when I gave that advice to Kristine ![:-\](http://xywe.com/i/smiles/confused.png ":-\") ![]:-)](http://xywe.com/i/smiles/devil.png "]:-)") Well, I don't know! Help me! How can I learn that stupid cards?Ah!
By the way, we have the second wave of flue in our town and that's why I've been sitting at home for the second week There are only 13 pupils in our class now.LOL They simply do N-O-T-H-I-N-G at the lessons. Many teachers are sick too... Cool!
I miss my friends!!! Ahhh! Hm, I wonder, what is Kattie doing now? And Sondra, and Mary... Ah! I know, that I'm crazy, but I want to go to school  I just need to see my friends!!!
 Tokio Hotel - Ich bin da
Mood: Good
I want: I want to go roller-skating, to eat ice-cream and to sing. But I can't do all these things)))
Tags: My thoughts... |
| |  7 comments | Add comment |
Wednesday, 16 April 2008
|
| ...It's so sad to be alone at home... Seleny...Angel 10:09:30 |
 | 
...It's so sad to be alone at home, especially, when you are ill... When all people frome your contact list are off-line... Must be, that's what I can call loneliness?...It's only Wednesday today and I have to stay at home till the next week. And I can hear only:"Don't go outside or do you want to have complications???" But still, when everybody are away I leave the house, sit down on the steps and look on the blue-blue sky with white... oops, they are grey now... clouds. It's a pity, that my walkman is broken now((( and I can't listen to the music, so no one can bother me.
Tokio Hotel - Sacred
Mood: So...so...
I want: To get well
Tags: My thoughts... |
| | 8 comments | Add comment |
Friday, 4 April 2008
|
| Soap bubbles!!!! Seleny...Angel 15:31:08 |
 |
It seems, that nothing can spoil my good mood now. Ha, maybe))) Today was a cute day, but it hasn't ended yet And I don't feel sad and sorry,'cause we have to go to school tomorrow!(Was it Me, who said that? ) I just feel happy! But I can't explain, why I feel like this. I'm just happy, that the sun shines, white and fluffy clouds are in the sky...Hm, maybe it's me, who is in the clouds?..... Yeah!!! It's so easy to make our days happier!To walk down in the park after school and to start up soap bubbles))) Maybe it's spring, which makes me feel so? I don't know, but I like this! And actually, today I realised, that, when we become adults the more we want to be kids again, and when we are kids - we want to grow up as quickly as it is only possible! And it's so cool to be a teen!'Cause no one can tell you, that you are crazy,(but in real we all a little bit crazy ), 'cause you hold a balloon in your hand, have fun with your friends and start up soap bubbles!)))
Martha - Few seconds
Mood: Cute
I want: Ice Cream!!!!
Tags: My thoughts... |
| | Add comment |
Wednesday, 2 April 2008
|
| I'm back... Seleny...Angel 15:09:38 |
 | Here I am, with new tasks, ideas and dreams... No, must be my dreams are still the same=)Now I can finally feel the spring's spirit outside: the weather is warmer, the sky is not so sad, like it was before... Everything seems to be brighter!I'm looking forward to summer. Finally, I will have a chance to sleep a lot, to skate, to have fun(perhaps I think so )But before summer's coming, I have to pass my exams  Geography, Math, Ukrainian, English-D ) and Biology... Scary
P.S. By the way, it's stil painfull for me to eat and to open my mouth wide... But I keep singing all the time and talking...
Smth of Avril Lavigne...
Mood: Cute
Tags: My life, My thoughts... |
| | 6 comments | Add comment |
Sunday, 23 March 2008
Friday, 21 March 2008
|
| See you soon) Seleny...Angel 15:44:20 |
 | Ok, tomorrow I'm leaving My mood is not so bad, like is was before, but still it's not like always I'm nervous... Aa-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a!:-D I can't even descride how I feel I don't know what else I can say.I hope, that I have an angel and he or she will help me) All evening I'll be sitting in my room, listening to the music and watching at the candle, or to write down my thoughts into my diary)))Wish me luck! See u in one week)
Tokio Hotel - Rette Mich
Mood: Soso
I want: I want to win smth)))
Tags: My thoughts... |
| | 2 comment | Add comment |
Wednesday, 19 March 2008
|
| WoW! Seleny...Angel 10:33:29 |
| Everything is excellent! This Saturday I'm leaving... for a week Ahhh! But it's not all! I'm a lucky person, yeah? And here is a relult!!! I have visited a doctor today The doctor's verdict is: not to talk(me??? stop talking??? Are you kidding??? ), not to eat hard food and what is more - I can't sing!!!! AAAAAAhhhhh! I won't survive! And also these jokes of my brother now: Ha-ha! Finally you won't talk so much... The only thing, that I can do is to  And this is all now. I also have to wear a scarf, at home... No, I can't without singing))) The music is playing now and don't even mention, how I started to sing) All in all, it so dificult for me... Silence... Yak! I don't need it now! |
| | 2 comment | Add comment |
Saturday, 15 March 2008
|
| It's about 2 a.m. now... And I don'... Seleny...Angel 23:27:39 |
 | It's about 2 a.m. now... And I don't want to go to bed...I think about so many things and it seems, that I will never understand them... I'm very nervous, maybe I'm a little bit scared... I just need some support. Yeah... I don't want to go to another town! I don't want to participate in that stupid competition! I'm tired... I have to learn so many things...in one week. I have to repeat everything... And I don't want to! All these thoughts have been destroying my brain for three days and still now I can't stop thinking about this... I want to break away! I can't understand, why do we have to stay at that town for a whole week? It will be so dificult... But I don't think, that I'll win smth. I'm not so lucky!.. Lucky Sunny... Ha, sometimes my friend call me like that) It's so strange... I must be have to go to bed... But I won't fall asleep!! Ah...
Tags: My thoughts... |
| | Add comment |
Thursday, 13 March 2008
|
| I'm in a dee-e-e-p shock... Seleny...Angel 12:28:16 |
 | Somebody, pinch me, please... I can't imagine this! How can they think about this?! Yeah, the last year was quite successful for me and I'm really very tired. But, it's not the end yet.......... There are about 35 school in our town and I study in a ve-e-e-e-ery small school. It's only 3 minutes away from my home and, all in all, I have been studing in it for 8 years, just from the beginning. And now another big school, which seems to be one of the most famous one, but, honestly, it's like a serpentine nest, wants me to go into their school(((( 'Cause they say it will be better for me, but of course, it'll be good only for their school, only for increasing their popularity................................ OMG... It's so stupid! Where is Kate, when I need her so much?.. The answer is simple - at school!!! And I'm at home...
Lama - The light and the dark
Mood: Sux...Help me to improve it, please....
I want: To fly...))))
Tags: My thoughts... |
| | Add comment |
Sunday, 9 March 2008
|
| My pics... Seleny...Angel 16:06:38 |
 | I like to make photos, when I'm in a good mood. I have done this pics lately. I hope you like them More… |
| | 54 comment | Add comment |
|
| Kate!!!! Seleny...Angel 09:39:00 |
| One day I'll kill her! Honestly!!! Where is she? We decided to go to the pizzeria and where is she now??? I think we won't have a chance to have fun ... The weather is sux! It's raining outside(I hate rain!!!) Where is this summer, when I need it so much!? .................... Wow! Kate was in the bathroom and she didn't hear her phone Goodbye pizza - hello lessons! ... Still, school is sucks!!!! 
Green Day - Holiday!!!
Mood: Soso
I want: It's impossible!.. maybe)))
Tags: My thoughts... |
| | Add comment |
Tuesday, 4 March 2008
|
| What I like) Seleny...Angel 20:12:08 |
 | I decided to add some pictures, which will perhaps a little tell what I like)))
More…
Mood: Cool
Tags: Pictures |
| | 3 comment | Add comment |
Monday, 3 March 2008
|
| What a nice day!))) Seleny...Angel 19:49:37 |
| First of all, I woke up! Cool start, isn't it? Then like usually - school... But it was a good day I finally told to that stupid teacher that I wouldn't sing at that stupid competition!Hoh!Feel better now. But another thing, which is bad, that Kate(my best friend) must sing on it. How can't this teacher understand, that he had a flu??? But, honestly, it's just a excuse But it doesn't matter!She doesn't want to participate in this competition and that's all! Another thing, that we will sing on the holiday this Friday. This is different. I hope, that everything will be cool! I have already found songs... Cool, cool, cool! OMG, I don't know why, but I feel so good! The only I want to do is to go roller-skating Unfortunately, it's cold outside But I have already skated this year. It was so unusual I felt like flying))) I'm waiting forward to skating again...
Simple Plan - No love
Mood: I feel good!
I want: To go skating!.. but tomorrow, now I need to sleep)))
Tags: My thoughts... |
| | Add comment |
Thursday, 28 February 2008
Friday, 22 February 2008
|
| The Moon Seleny...Angel 18:17:30 |
| “It’s almost half past two a.m. A deep night... I can't fall asleep. The sound of my pencil is too loud for this silent and light night. The Moon is high in the dark sky. It's so alone. But, no! I can see a star. My angel's star, just in front of my window. It's not so bright, like it was before, but still, the most beautiful one... Only me, the star and the Moon. It's so sad, but also so sweet. The full Moon will always stay alone, for all it's life... Thousands of stars don't need it, they are too selfish. They need no one. Just no one... And now, I'm alone too, just like the Moon. All of us are not asleep now - me, the Moon and the star. Maybe, someone else can't fall asleep too. He is looking at the sky and thinks, that he is so alone in this huge world... Hm, it's so strange, that all this thoughts usually come to me at night and must be that's why I feel so alone. 'Cause I can't call my friends - they usually sleep at this time. I can only listen to the music and to look at the night sky... and try to fall asleep, to leave the Moon all alone and to wait till my angel will come and cover me with his amazing white wings..."
I wrote this two days ago… I couldn’t fall asleep and was looking at the Moon. I decided to make a photo…Isn’t it beautiful?
Em... I don't know. Smth is playing)))
Mood: Cool
I want: I want to have fun tomorrow with my friends)
Tags: My Photos |
| | 3 comment | Add comment |
Thursday, 21 February 2008
|
| Hi!!! Seleny...Angel 07:04:13 |
| I'm so glad! It's my Birthday Party today)))But I haven't born yet Actually, I was born on February 21, at 9:40 a.m., so I'm still 14 years old)))And 40 minutes left, till I'll be 15) Happy Birthday to me
Em, I don't know)))
Mood: Excellent
I want: I want to sleep)))
Tags: Holidays |
| | 6 comments | Add comment |
Thursday, 14 February 2008
Wednesday, 13 February 2008
|
| St. Valentine Day... Seleny...Angel 18:08:58 |
| Tomorrow is the St. Valentine Day))) And I will be on special lessons till 15 p.m. tomorrow(((Cool=,B But it's a common thing for me to spend this holiday alone. Unfortunately, we have a quarantine now and I won't have an oportunity to meet with my friends... I wonder, what is Kate doing now?.. I missed her so much! She always supports me).................And now I don't want to go to that stupid olimpiad. I don't want to represent out region at the whole Ukrainian competition. I think, that I'm not ready. It's a very big responsibility.
No doubt - Don't speak
Mood: Normal
I want: I want...Ah, it still won't come true(
Tags: My thoughts... |
| | Add comment |
Tuesday, 5 February 2008
|
| ... Seleny...Angel 20:05:26 |
| I'm so tired!!! School is sucks! Hate it. If I like singing, it doesn't mean, that I can sing everything. How can they ask me to go on that stupid competition? And how can I prepeare everything in 2 lessons a week??? And I can't show my emotions, when I'm singing THAT songs... They are senseless! It seemes to me, that teachers and my classmates think, that I'm a robot... But I need rest too!.. Sorry, I'm just very nervous and tired now. I need to think about smth very beautiful, to look at the candle, at sky, to listen to my favourite music... Or maybe just to go to bed...Or to dream, again...Only dreams can help me to forget about this rude world
Tokio Hotel - Spring Nicht
Mood: Sad
I want: I don't know...
Tags: My thoughts... |
| | 2 comment | Add comment |
Sunday, 3 February 2008
|
| Feel so sad((( Seleny...Angel 18:33:38 |
| I don't know why, but I feel so sad now((( I'm siiting alone at home and... and that's all...Beautiful stars in the sky...It's so nice now, maybe someone is looking at the sky now, just like me...
Mika Newton - Lunapark
Mood: ...
I want: To be in good mood
Tags: My mood |
| | 8 comments | Add comment |
Friday, 1 February 2008
|
| Cool day! Seleny...Angel 15:10:54 |
 | We have had only 4 lessons at school today and it's cool!!! Usually we have 7 lessons, that's why I come home only at half past three OMG! But we haven't had all lessons, 'cause lots of pupils are ill... I don't want school to be closed for a quarantine... cause then till tha end of the school year we will have to go to school on Saturdays  ... The main thing for me, not to fall ill, like I always do
Sky - Best friend
Mood: Nice
I want: Eeee... I don't know=) |
| | 1 comment | Add comment |
Monday, 28 January 2008
|
| My life and me - too things, which are too changeable... Seleny...Angel 20:58:38 |
| Hm, lots of things have happened in my life lately. I was looking forward to winning perhaps the 5th prise at the regional competition and I won the 1st one... I still don't believe in this. It's quite strange for me to win smth When I heard, that I had win, I was shocked. Really.First I started screaming and then I tried to find my best friend in my class's crowd. I came up to her, hugged and started crying. I can't explain u why... Must be cause, I realised, that... Ha, I DON'T KNOW WHY! Must be, I just was really happy. But on the other hand, I was ve-e-ery tired. And still now, I don't know, why I started to write in this blog... To express myself? Maybe... To communicate with other people? E-e...not very much... So, on this page I'll try to write my thoughts, but it's not very easy, cause sometimes I think, that I'm from another planet It's strange, but it's true. All in all, i won't have enough time to write down my thoughts...cause I'am hardly prepearing for the next level of the competition. The whole Ukrainian, in Kiev. OMG, when I think about it, I always become nervous! I don't know how I will overcome this. Sounds funny, like it's a some kind of wall, or smth like that. But, yeah, without support I won't do this. So, I have only 2 months to prepeare. Ready, Set, Go!..
Placebo - Broken Promise
Mood: I'm ok
I want: To go on some beautiful island... Ah, dreams...endless dreams...
Tags: My thoughts..., Future |
| | Add comment |
Saturday, 19 January 2008
|
| Hi to all!!! Seleny...Angel 14:38:13 |
| Hi! I don't know, why I decided to make here this blog Maybe, I hope, that this will help me to improve my english?..I don't know) Anyway, if u want to talk - come to my place. I hope, that i will make new friend here.
Tina Karol - White sky
Mood: Everything is ok
I want: Tomorrow I'm going to the compeptition and I want to win perhaps the 3rd or 4th prise)
Tags: My life |
| | 2 comment | Add comment |
|
offline
